Many bad experiences happen in my life. The sadness came together with the hatred. I've tried to be patient and faced it all. I wish it could be end. But.. Hmmm... Really, I don't know what's wrong with me. I see everybody has change. They become unfriendly. They, my friends, my family, the people who I met on the road. They look like hate me. What I have done? have I done bad things?
There is a problem. A problem that I myself can't understand it. My friend seems to be angry with me. I don't know why. But she didn't answer my call, not replied my text. I asked her 'why', but there was not respond. I was not in a good mood yesterday. I've tried to be a good girl. I asked her nicely, but she didn't care. So? I decided to end it all. Just do what you want to do. I don't care anymore.
I don't know, why the problems came and went in the beginning of this year. When I hope the happiness to come unremitting, I actually get a lot of problems. How a pity.
Today, I ticketed. I just take a deep breath. What else?
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| The Ticket |
don't make hope like that because something like that will come to our life again and again because that's 'life' but make a wish that if it will come again you can endure and face it more better than the last time.
BalasHapusit seems that you felt so stress lately even now...actually several days ago I wantd to talk with u and say how's ur condition now but...because it was midnight so it just became a miscall hehehe. so, i just let it be as usual. the day after when you sent me message and wrote on my timeline I saw it but I thought I would replied it later bcoz i used my phone online but it disappered and I forgot it subconsiously. but i didn't mean it really. dunno that u through hard time that day..n i think even now right? take some vacation or just looking around nice place there...i think u r EXHAUSTED...be carefull...it will make u desperate and stress....sensitive and all that kind of that negative feeling all the time
all u need is take some fresh air^^ i just can do this for u because the distance...it's not that we left you only we have some limited especially we r in the difference place...i hope although we cannot communicate just like we used to be due to our own activity and the limited of the credit (hihihih) we can still keep in touch each other..try to always write down your feeling here in ur account it can make u feel better....ok do your work well and take care of youself Vicky and ur husband need u....u can through this mbayu..a thousand hugs from me :)
Ya, I think I need refresh.. Need traveling but I have limitted money hehehe...
BalasHapusthank u say.. I'll do my best and if I can't take it any longer, I will stop it and take a deep breath, just to make it much better..
Thanks so much to understand me.. Yesterday I was just sensitive. I'm sory about what I've said to u hehehe..
How about ur thesis? I hope u can finish it well and I am waiting a good news from u.. take care and keep ur health :) kisses and hugs from vicky :D