Lately, I feel not really good. Sometimes, problems come together in my life. It made me confuse, it brought me to the sadness. I'm not okay. I don't know, but I feel there's no something good comes in my life to make me feel better. I need good news, I need something happy, I need go away from this place. I need refresh my mind. I am tired. I am bored. No body cares of me. No body wants to know about me. I miss the moments when I was a teen. I miss my friends. Friends who really care of me. Friends who want to know about me and friends who want to accompany me when I feel bad. I can't find them here.
How about your 'friend of life'?
I realize, he is a good men. But sometimes he can't understand me, he can't comfort me. Sometimes I ask to myself, is he the right one for me? I still try, try to accept him the way he is. And I try to make him understand of me. Understand how I need him.
I have works to be finished now. Too many works. You know, it makes me dying. Hmmmm.. It's really smothering. I can't breath when I confronted with my notebook. I always ask her, what we have to do now? And she said 'Do your works. What else?' It's so boring, can we do something else to make us feel better? And she said again 'you run away from something that makes you cannot escape'. Hmmmm... Finally, I do have to finish all my works.
Can you imagine, when we have many works to be finished, we are faced by many annoying people. People who do not support at all my works completed easily. I don't know what the people are made.
My Little son is the only one who makes me feel better. His laugh, his act, his cries are something that makes me relax, comfortable. He is my strength.
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| Makan Sendiri ya ^_^ |
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| His laugh is my strength |
Pregnancy.. Oh my God.. I can't believe it. I'm pregnant again. But I hope, I can be stronger to pass it through. Aamiin ^^
That's all my condition in the end of the year. Hopefully, for the next year, I can feel better. I find something happy that makes me stronger and comforts me. Happy New Year 2014. Welcome the happiness, Good bye the sadness ^^
amieen...we are in the different path now...even so, don't worry,,,we are .....not...at least I still consider my self as your friend...so don't worry...call me every time you need....you can share ur life with me....Im not that good but i can listen ur story...frankly, I seldom keep in touch with you now...because of my study and my attitude toward the comunnction device hehehe....masih belum berubahji my bad habbit hehehehe ....but you know what...what happen to your life,,,it's normal one actually, i think it's difficult to you because u always compare it with ur 'past' life u used to be,,,try to enjoy dear...i say this, it doesn't mean i don't have problem...I also have it many...my problem just different with yours but still they are called 'problem'...means you are not alone...don't question all the new things that came to your life...but be grateful them and try to understand it...semangat mamanya vicky! love love love......miss you!mauqu ketemu vicky...lucunyaaaaa
BalasHapusThank u.. I just read ur comment. Thanks for all friend.. I know, I can face it all. I'll try to understand all of my problems, and I will do the best.
BalasHapusWhat r u doing? I'm sorry if I've done something that hurt u.. But we are still friends. Take care.. :)